yoopie!

i just pray that everything will be fine and back to normal

thnx Allah for blessing me to be the person i am

thnx Allah for giving me the will to thrive

thnx Allah for being there for me

now i need you to be there for her

plz save her from despair

and help her through

for her to find her way out of all this mesiry

plz Allah, she had been a good heart

and kind one

a peaceful soul

plz Allah pour ur mercy over her soul

and calmness over her heart

oh Allah, almighty

i keep on praying... ...

assalam alaikoom wa rahmatoo Allah wa barakatooh

ma mama is going for operation in 10th of Dec and i need your sincere prayers for her to be healthy and comfortable again. I wish she is gonna feel no pain and be good in no time, i pray that i can help her through




اللهم أنت الشافي فاشفها يارب العالمين شفاءً عاجلاً لايغادر سقما
اللهم اكتب لها الأجر والعافيه
اللهم اكتب لها الأجر والعافيه
بسم الله ماشاء الله ولاحول ولاقوة إلابالله ماشاء الله
اللهم لاشافي إلا أنت
ولامعافي إلا أنت
ماشاء الله ولاحول ولاقوة إلابالله ماشاء الله اللهم لاشافي إلا أنت ولامعافي إلا أنت
اللهم اشفها وارحم ضعفها وردها إلى أهلها سالمةً معافاه
من كل مكروه أنت المجيب فلاندعوا إلا أنت فلك الحمد والشكر
وعليك التكلان فلا تكلنا إلى أنفسنا طرفة عين
وصلى الله وسلم على نبينا محمد


thanx for passing by, thanx for time!

God bless!

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Hey, mermaid
I know who you are exactly
Don’t try fooling me with these eyes
I know what you want from me
And what you are up to

Listen, mermaid
Am a human being, a female
Am like you in such a way
But am not a mermaid
I don’t have your instinct

I was born in a coastal region
Where all people head to see
I was a daughter of a sailor
And that what my husband is

I have no children in me
Doctors said am sterile
But lately I feel a living soul
Moving inside me

Look at my eyes, mermaid
My husband think that you are a blessing
That you will bring us wealth
Fool is he to think of you
Being the end of our misery

Only the dead knows the truth
Me and you, we are left here
Sailors think that you are a prisoner
Me and you, we know you are not

One thing am still puzzled about
How come you are still alive
How come you are lively
With no food for longtime

Tell me that am not bearing a part of you
That am not pregnant with a mermaid
Tell me that you are not in my soul and thoughts
And we are not communicating

Quit looking at me like you know nothing
Say it, what you want, what is it you came for
Am not giving any of it to you
And I’ll fight till the end

Stay away from my man
You are not to see him even
If I just felt that you are approaching him
This is it

Oh my God, he might think am crazy
That am not pregnant and am imagining things
He would think am just having the effect of sea
Over me

I should talk to him and tell him that
You are a curse and you will destroy everything in here
I should tell what you are doing
And what is it you are made for

I should tell him about the other night
When you ate up the sailor who harassed me
I should tell him that you did it for me
But is he going to believe me

Last time I had a talk about you with him
He accused me of being insane
Locked me up in my bedroom
While I was begging him to listen

Hey, mermaid
Whatever is your name
Or even if you don’t have one
Please stay away from my man
And you can have all the others

You pushed the captain to kill himself
You pushed him to do other things before
You have all the other guys
But leave my man to me

From where you came to me
And why me, why
Why you appear in my life
Just now when am happy

I wanted to kill you and I know that you know it
I know that you killed the old man’s wife
But why you aren't looking to kill me
Am I really holding your seed in me

to be continued!

i had reached ma first 1000 page view...which was unbelieveable for one like me...unless in da long run

i just wrote it for me to remember this day

w buss!